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Oh, I know I’ve been lost
I’ve been through some hell
For some love, and it
Gave me stories to tell
It lead me to this place
It keeps me alone
Life spat in my face
So each day I drone
On about the life
The one I would live
If I wasn’t a joke
Asking “Please give”
I sure as hell know
No one gives a damn
When I was a boy
The world was a sham
Oh and I say
I may be ignored
I sit on my ass
And pray to the lord
Someone hears my stories
The ones I have made
So stay and listen
To some records I played
Inside my head
On each sleepless night
I’m stuck in a limbo
Between wrongs and what’s right
Don’t let me scare you
Hear what you will
I write these thoughts
With some time to kill
Oh my god
What have I done
I’m stuck in a loop
But all I do is run
I’m stuck here
Put under a spell
With that note, I’ll say
Long life, farewell...
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Now he knows his throat’s at the point of the knife.
One wrong move can cost him his life.
And he thinks about his move,
While he’s talking to me.
She watches down, protecting the night.
She tells everyone that she’s doing alright.
And she takes the step to hell
While she’s looking at me.
Now I’m on my way again.
To save my broken friend.
I’ll break my steady bones.
If he’s talking to me.
She peers on down at me.
It’s so plain to see.
I have brought these sins.
And so she’s judging me.
Now the dirt and dust moves to my eyes
I know I kicked it to cover the nights
And I’m kicking down the door
To save the boys life
And only if I could save their souls
Where I will go, I look to the polls
And it does not give me hope
Please have mercy
Now I’m on my way again.
To save my broken friend.
I’ll break my steady bones.
If he’s talking to me.
She peers on down at me.
It’s so plain to see.
I have brought these sins.
And so she’s judging me.
Now I’m on my way again.
To save my broken friend.
I’ll break my steady bones.
If he’s talking to me.
She peers on down at me.
It’s so plain to see.
I have brought these sins.
And so she’s judging me.
Now I’m on my way again.
To save my broken friend.
I’ll break my steady bones.
If he’s talking to me.
She peers on down at me.
It’s so plain to see.
I have brought these sins.
And so she’s judging me...
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Now I know you think you're cool,
And I know you think you're right.
I'm glad that for months,
You've been out my line of sight.
Cause you're a lyin' snake
And you stabbed me in the back
I made just one mistake,
Doesn't call for an attack.
Cuz now we’re slowing down on the highway six
Lying and shit, just to get your kicks.
What a scummy thing,
Assuming shit about my type.
Cultivate your crops.
Keep the fresh fruit real ripe.
I'm glad to know that you
Are a fake, two-faced rat
I don't want your love,
And I don't want to chat.
Keep my name out your mouth, and don’t bother me
I won’t fuck with you, happy as can be
Could you fucking not?
Bring my name up with that shit.
You have no good reason.
And I’ve been gone for a bit.
Double faced bitch.
With a couple lies to sell.
But it makes a bit of sense,
With you my life was hell.
I’m glad to be away, and out of your life
Yeah. I’ll give it to you.
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Content, what does it mean?
How you show love…
But yours isn’t seen.
Content, what does it bring?
When I feel your touch...
It’s more like a sting.
You love when I bawl
You love when I cry
And I know that when we’re out
You get real shy
Hun, let me tell you
I’m not afraid
Of the demons in your head
Or how they’re paid
I like when you hit me
It means you care
You sometimes choke me
And pull on my hair
I know there’s good
Deep down in your heart
My friends call you evil
But they’re not that smart.
Content, what does it mean?
How you show love…
But yours isn’t seen.
Content, what does it bring?
When I feel your touch...
It’s more like a sting.
I hate when you scream.
I hate when you leave.
You know when we’re out,
There’s blood on my sleeve.
You want to tell me,
That you don’t care.
I won’t respond, though,
Your response was fair.
Why won’t you stop?
I already said sorry.
I might need help.
But then you’ll unmark me.
Your heart isn’t as nice.
But there must be something there.
I hope I’m right.
You must still care.
Chorus:
Content, what does it mean?
How you show love…
But yours isn’t seen.
Content, what does it bring?
When I feel your touch...
It’s more like a sting.
I’m glad that you’re gone.
I’m glad that I’m safe.
It’s good to be away,
From a damn early grave.
I can say for sure,
That you need help.
No more sleepless nights.
Waiting just to yelp.
I can say for sure,
I truly hate you.
I’ll move on with life.
It’s the best I can do.
I really don’t care,
If I broke your heart.
Getting away from abuse,
Is me doing my part.
Content, what does it mean?
How you show love…
But yours isn’t seen.
Content, what does it bring?
When I feel your touch...
It’s more like a sting.
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I sit here again,
In the same old chair.
I do my work,
But I don’t really care.
I get paid each week,
Then I cry at home.
If I want to sleep,
My mind will start to roam.
I live like this,
Every day of my life.
No time to see friends,
No time for a wife.
Just work for 40 hours,
Some weeks work even more.
All I need in life,
Is a simple open door.
Yes I know it’s wrong
But I do it all the same
I hurt all those who care
And I bring my family shame
But I know it’s true
You’re sick of all my bullshit
But give me one more night
And I’ll be through with it
I know I said that yesterday
Today is just the same
You need a man to hold you
Not to play his game
I wish we were still in school
Where I don’t put up a front
I’ll quit this shit tonight
And give you what you want
I sit here again,
In the same old chair.
I do my work,
But I don’t really care.
I get paid each week,
Then I cry at home.
If I want to sleep,
My mind will start to roam.
I live like this,
Every day of my life.
No time to see friends,
No time for a wife.
Just work for 40 hours,
Some weeks work even more.
All I need in life,
Is a simple open door.
Hey there dad
I wanna make a call
But I don’t have the time
Gotta take her to the mall
You said it’s the same with mom
So you don’t really mind
You’re getting through a ditch
The issue’s that you’re blind
Hey there sis
A message will suffice
Since I was young
I had an issue thinking twice
I’ll make the same mistakes
I’ll try to cover up
Soon I finally plead
I’m the younger, weaker pup
I sit here again,
In the same old chair.
I do my work,
But I don’t really care.
I get paid each week,
Then I cry at home.
If I want to sleep,
My mind will start to roam.
I live like this,
Every day of my life.
No time to see friends,
No time for a wife.
Just work for 40 hours,
Some weeks work even more.
All I need in life,
Is a simple open door.
Hey there friend,
It’s been a long time
All those months ago
Since then we’ve been online
I know I’ve said some things
Enough to get you mad
I’d like to say sorry
That was just a stupid fad
Hey there friend,
I made the same mistakes
I treated you like shit
Didn’t estimate the stakes
You can hit me if you want
Or scream into my face
Regardless of which
I won’t be going back to that place.
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Hey, there dear darling…
Who’s the man on the moon?
Hey, there dear darling
Who’s the man on the moon?
A killer meets the
Man on the moon.
Looks like a mirror,
Bring him home some time soon.
He’s in all black.
Dressing up death’s groom.
Yeah, Yeah
The Man on the Moon
Yeah, Yeah
Bring him home sometime soon.
Drop the knife, son.
We’ll make some room.
He’s gone. leave him.
He’ll be back when flowers bloom.
Just so you know,
Service is in June.
Oh Yeah
The Man on the Moon
Oh Yeah
Bring him home sometime soon.
Save his lost soul.
He’ll play his tune.
Tell me, oh god please
He’s in his room
He had us, we lost him,
The Man on the Moon.
Hey, there dear darling
Who’s the man on the moon?
Hey, there dear darling
Who’s the man on the moon?
Hey, there dear darling
Who’s the man on the moon?
Hey, there dear darling
Who’s the man on the moon?
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Flying along, the riverbed
I’d like to know what’s in your head
You’re so graceful, that’s what’s been said
You’re an acquaintance, or a friend instead
You have a voice enough to scare
The soul of those who fail to care
About your plans, or darkest thought
I know you pray to not get caught
Oh Honeybee, please come to me
I’ll hold you close or set you free
I’ll speak to you, say it’s okay
You’re smart enough to step away
Oh Honeybee,
Can you see me?
We’ll move out east
Illinois at least.
Honeybee,
Believe in me.
We’ll move out west
Cali at best
Feed my hope or love for you
You’re full of life and that is true
Dew on grass and leaves in trees
I hope that you can hear my pleas
We’ll lay together in the same bed
I’ll make sure that you stay well fed
I’ll hold your hand while we walk
If you’re awake I’m on the clock
Don’t you act like I’m not here
We might be lost, but I’m still near
If it needs be, I am your crutch
I didn’t know I could love you so much
Oh Honeybee,
Can you see me?
We’ll move out east
Illinois at least.
Honeybee,
Believe in me.
We’ll move out west
Cali at best
You saw me there, you saw me then
I’ll draw my blood to make your pen
You’re my true love, it’s in your eyes
With love this strong, I’ll have no cries
I do not mean to make you scared
If it’s too much, I was unprepared
To be with you, and all your love
I’ll be below to catch you from above
Oh my god, what have I done
If I hurt you, you need to run
I don’t need melodrama here
I just want you to be happy, dear
Oh Honeybee,
Can you see me?
We’ll move out east
Illinois at least.
Honeybee,
Believe in me.
We’ll move out west
Cali at best
Oh Honeybee,
Can you see me?
We’ll move out east
Illinois at least.
Honeybee,
Believe in me.
We’ll move out west
Cali at best
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The voices,
Are in my head.
They tell me,
I should be dead.
My dreams are dark
‘Cause I lost you
I could lay awake
It’s all I’d do
As my days go on, the world gets colder.
It's been six months, but I feel ten older.
The visions I see at night keep me warm.
And six months later, the heat reminds me,
That we were good, just had bad timing.
I feel like we've been lost at sea.
The splashing waves
They make me sick
The reasoning
It just won’t stick
I want to cry
I need some help
I soon fall in
Get trapped in kelp
As my days go on, the world gets colder.
It's been six months, but I feel ten older.
The visions I see at night keep me warm.
And six months later, the heat reminds me,
That we were good, just had bad timing.
I feel like we've been lost at sea.
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I've been lost, blinds shut tight.
I know I won't get through tonight.
If you hear this, heed my warning.
'Cause this process has got boring.
Every day, every night,
for two years, I'm losing sight.
I drop the angst, and dropped the game.
But every evening stays the same.
Oh, these thoughts of my idle mind
They were what held me behind
And somebody save me, somebody help me, somebody free me from this line.
I’ve spent a few years trying to be happy
And I don’t mean to get too sappy
I just want to feel like I’m loved too.
I’ve been lost for a year.
More moments bring me fear.
But I write this message praying for life anew.
I said some things that I now hate.
If only I had a blank slate.
I now hate some names of friends.
If we'll talk it all depends.
I fucked off and broke some binds.
A whole ass summer of new finds.
I drew some cards, played it dumb.
That November I cut my thumb.
I had nothing, I hate my face.
I wanted to escape that place.
Before my eyes, nothing was real.
And all I wanted was something to feel.
When March hit, things went wrong,
A killer roamed the streets, singing their song.
And if May would come, I knew I’d see.
It took a long time for me to feel free.
Oh, these thoughts of my idle mind
They were what held me behind
And somebody save me, somebody help me, somebody free me from this line.
I’ve spent a few years trying to be happy
And I don’t mean to get too sappy
I just want to feel like I’m loved too.
I’ve been lost for a year.
More moments bring me fear.
But I write this message praying for life anew.
A new summer, came and went.
And by August, I was spent
I crashed my car and my mind with it.
I thought my life turned to shit.
Now there I am, a month later,
Hurt my friends, grade F debater.
It takes me six god damn weeks
To feel like my head has fewer leaks.
I found out things wrong with me.
It's almost like someone heard my plea.
Here I sit, lying in bed.
Writing thoughts straight from my head.
Let the sounds of music play,
Tomorrow is when I’ll fade away.
Don't forget, the sounds of the start.
So what comes next is the best part.
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The debut album by Finding Aureus.
released March 10, 2021
